Baby, it is cold outside...

Today it came some snow. While i was driving in winterwonderland this morning the radio was playing " White Christmas" with Bing Crosby. What a great way to start your day.

Day 43 - another birthday party for my princess

This year we had 4 birthday parties for my little princess. Will there be 5 next year when she turns 5 ?

Day 42 - Fight for life

This is one of those days, when there is no photo of the day...so here is one from last summer.

The Dalai Lama, when asked what surprised him most about humanity, answered " Man. Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he does not live in the present or the future; he lives as if he is never going to die, and then dies having never really lived"

Day 41

My son is learning how to read and write. I am so proud...

Day 40

I have twin boys and when i was expecting my third child i was so longing for a girl to dress in pink. After i found out that it was a boy i was eating breakfast at a hotel. Just as i sat down a family walked in with 3 little girls in different ages but all dressed a like - in pink. They were adorable and i thought : ok just shoot me!  What a bad joke.
A couple of years later i was at amusement park and mother with 3 little girls sat next to me. I begun to talk to her and it turned out that she had twin girls and  that they tried to have a little boy but ended up with one more girl. There i was with 3 boys and thinking what are the odds??
2 years later this little princess arrived. My wish came true and I am so happy she loves pink!!

Day 39 - The secret

My mother gave me this book "The Secret" to read. I was in a negative place in my life. I couldn't see how anything could change. I want to travel and see the world, but with 5 kids it seemed impossible. Just read a chapter a day, she said. Ok, i have nothing to read at the moment so why not.

I was hooked at the first chapter and i saw a possibility for change in life. I bought The power, Magic and Hero. I wrote down 10 things every day that i was thankful for in life. I said thank you 100 times every time i walked to the car. I wanted to win the jackpot on the Lottery. I did win 5 times in a row but  only small amounts. Still i was greatful. I got parking spaces. A handbag i wanted to buy was on half price. A trouble neighbour i didn't like suddenly moved out. Little things happened.

I wanted to know more about Law of attraction and suddenly i stood in front of a book by Ester Hicks in the bookstore. I red three books and then i found amazing videos on youtube. It feels like i am guided in the right way. I know everything will work out... just Ask, Believe and Receive.

Day 38

Happy birthday princess.

Day 37

Note to myself never bake something you haven't tried before when you are bringing it to a birthday party/ fathers day celebration.

Day 36

As you can see i did it again... i forgot to the take a pic today. But i have decided that i shouldn't be so hard on myself. The thing is when my son is not having good days all my energy ends up so quickly. He is special, and i love him so much. All his emotions get so big, you never know what tips him over. Lately he has been shouting that he doesn't love me anymore. At first i became sad but i know it just a way for him to tell me that he is having a rough time with his emotions.

So when ever i miss a day i will post a older pic. This is from this lovely warm summer. I wish it was summer instead of winter...

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The days are getting shorter, the dark season is here. Not so many hours to take pics on. I snapped this one just in case i would forget to take on later. Lucky me i did.

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Day 25 - The monster in me

For the first time i felt that i did´t want to take a pic at all. But i forced myself. I picked up this mask and i started to laugh. Taking pics with your phone it is easy and fun. I felt such joy again... no pressure just fun.

Day 24

I snap this pic with my phone when i am walking the dog, thinking if i forget to take a pic i still will have this one...so what happened?? I totally forgot...It must be the gloomy weather.

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This is so grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....... frustrating. I forgot to take a pic today. How hard can it be???
One crappy pic is it to much to ask of myself???
Well... I will share a couple that i took a couple of weeks ago, since i have to upload something.

Day 19

Our elevator is out of order for a couple of weeks. We live on the 7 th floor and today i have gone up and down 14 times and my body ache in places i haven't felt any pain in before. It is late and so it is either me or the dog. I chose the dog...

Day 18

Some of my favorite things...

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Wanderlust - Day 16

I went to the airport to pick up my husband. I was smiling when i saw women, men and children with flowers in their hands. So much Love in the air...

Crappy pics - Day 15

Day 14

5 minutes to midnight that is the new me...

Crappy pics - Day 13

I walk the whole day in down town Stockholm with the camera bag on my shoulder. Not once did the camera come up. Went to the bookstore and looked in travel books...dreamed away. When i came out from the subways station, on my way home, there was this fantastic light.

Day 12

Drinking a cup of tea before i go to bed and wonder how i could missed this fantastic photographer. I am so in love with her pics. So inspiring... just what i need at the moment.

" I very strongly believe that if you go back to your roots, if you mine that inner territory, you can bring out something that is indelibly and authentic - like your thumbprint. It's going to have your style because there is no one like you"
                                                                                                                                    Joyce Tenneson

So i got some inner territory to mine...

Crappy pics - Day 11

One pic before i go to bed... After a couple of bad snaps of myself, i am thankful that our dog is sitting still so i can take a pic of him.

Day 10

Listen to Lana del Rey and dream about exotic places...

Pink sunday-Day 9

I stumbled on a great blog today. I felt so inspired for the first time in a long time.

Mary Kay beauty class- Day 8

First time i have ever been trying Mary Kay products. Will i wake up with the skin of a teenager ??

Crappy pics- Day 7

Force myself to take a photo,  just any kind of photo...